I never thought that I would have to go through an abortion, but when I got pregnant by my husband after leaving London escorts, I found out that something was wrong with the baby. It was really frightening, but it was clear that something was really wrong. My husband and I did not want a child who would suffer in anyway, so we decided to terminate the pregnancy. I cried buckets and so did my husband. My girlfriends from London escorts kept coming around, but nothing seemed to cheer me up.
In my heart of hearts, I know that I had done the right thing but I also missed that child. I kept thinking about her and even talking to her. My friends at London escorts knew that in many ways, I could not forgive myself. It was not easy at all, but I was grateful that I had the support of my friends at London escorts and my wonderful husband. I wanted to try for any other baby, but I felt so blue and depressed that I could not muster the courage.
Slowly by slowly, I started to sink into depression. My friends at cheap London escorts could see it and so could my husband. I kept wondering if the tests had been wrong and if that baby had been perfectly alright. Of course, I knew that my mind was just playing tricks on me. In the end, I very much felt that it was the battle going on in my head that sent me into depression. It was very much like my mind could not shut off and I could not stop thinking about it. Like I told my friends at London escorts, I hardly ever slept.
It had been going on for a few months when I finally got to see a doctor. It was actually my friends from London escorts who took me to a doctor. This doctor did not only treat ladies who suffered from depression after abortion, but she also ran a support group. Like my friends at London escorts said, my husband needed support as much as I need support. The first sessions were really difficult and I could not stop crying. It was good to cry a lot, and in many ways it felt like some kind of release for my emotional state.
My husband and I finally managed to move on, and we became brave enough to try again. Today, we have two lovely twin girls. They are perfect in every way, and I consider them both gifts. Fortunately they are not identical twins. One is blonde and the other one is dark. I keep on wondering if one of them is the baby that I lost reincarnated somehow. Needless to say, the girls have the most wonderful aunties in my friends from London escorts. They love them to bits, and spoilt them rotten. My husband is delighted and is the best dad ever! Well, that is what I think anyway, but the truth is that he really loves his little girls.